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The author: Anna Yurin

 

ACQUAINTANCE ON THE INTERNET

 

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The narrow strip of light in the slightly opened door gave hope. At last she has found it, only from the third attempt. "Has not passed also year", - so its former husband would tell. The shade it continued to soar invisibly over it, sending from time to time the negative charges-reminders.
The banal situation - awkward age problems would seem, absence of man's education, excessive parent guardianship - all it so is standard, so is typical for the woman having the child средне - school age. And even if it is not lonely.
Daily, almost every minute it is necessary to meet head-on these infinite "lag behind", "I do not want and I will not be", "well, has got!" (As apogee)
She approximately knew, how these problems in other families are solved, but did not represent and отдалённо what to do to particularly it with its concrete 14-year-old son? It has tried set of ways - from the most loyal to the most extreme - any of them has not given result.
"And I wish to walk! - ответно the son a radiant daddy's smile smiled and спокойненько went instead of school to the nearest computer club.
- Girls, who there? Why not at a lesson? - School psychologist Elena Viktorovna did not love, when her disturbed beside the point.
Алечка has shy pushed a head:
- No, no, I mummy! We with the son filled your questionnaires...
It is amusing, that in the incomplete 37 years Аля and has not managed to mature. Small, graceful, with thin features and a short boyish hairstyle - it invariably caused at surrounding an indulgent smile. Especially if these associates were
Men. And especially if is more senior it.
- The girl, you leave? - It is angry questioned women in the bus, pushing in a back.
- Ah, yes, I remember, - Elena Viktorovna did not love the cooled down tea, but a mug nevertheless has set aside. Hours showed time of the beginning of reception on parental questions.
- But I waited for you with one month ago!
The diplomaed expert, the psychologist in calling, Elena Viktorovna spoke slowly, with sensation of clear superiority in well put voice of a pleasant chest timbre.
But the line of a mouth, a manner to draw in lips after each phrase for some reason has guarded Алю. More truly, has reminded the old former girlfriend whom it had all bases not to trust.
- Is not present, down with suspiciousness! - has told to itself Аля - this person can help me! It is its trade.
- Yes, excuse, we were late. It at me such irresponsible! Here and олимпиадные problems - will solve, and to hand over will forget! What sense in only one abilities?...
The theme has gone.
Elena Viktorovna also has not noticed, how have flown by all 2 its parental hours, and anybody any more has not approached, though it appointed. The forgotten tea it is useless stood idle on a window sill.
... - Anything to itself! Who from us the psychologist? - She has mildly thought, closing a door for this unusual mummy similar to the senior pupil. Has listened to her patiently and benevolently, that turned out at all at all parents at this multilevel school-grammar school. And it so has dashing added its speech by the variants, opening and assumptions, that in the end of conversation the Elena Viktorovne had to listen to the mother, almost not having opened a mouth.
- The such will subdue any, - she has sadly thought, suddenly inopportunely having recollected about the husband who made recently impression too the thoughtful. Has aloud added:
- And as to excessive hobby for computer games at anybody from parents with whom I worked, did not arise such fears as at you. Well, the computer, Well, the child, well and what plays?...
Last words have already sunk in noise and din of school change.
And it is good. It seemed to Elena Viktorovne, that it just and has passed the most important.
- At this foolish school you will lose last qualification! - with irritation it has returned to the tea.

 

 

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And we Алечка left school reddened, inspired with any vague hopes.
- Not so all and is bad, - she thought on road home - the high mental potential is after all not at everyone.
All of them are careless at this age. And the daddy set not the best example...
But some words of the psychologist have touched it especially.
- Why you do not love men? - Hiding a smile, its Elena Viktorovna, - Judging by the questionnaire has asked, you obviously oppose the son to all male and then, - this гипер - guardianship which you constantly impose to the son in what good will not result. The more you will sponsor it, the longer it will remain infantile. Give to it to more independence, be engaged in the private life, at last!
It is impossible for the woman to be ONLY mother, you impoverish as yourselves, and the son as a result.
- Here it is interesting! And where I it will take, this private life? - Was perplexed Аля, gradually cooling down.
The more close it came nearer to the house, the slowed down a step more. That expected it there, she knew by heart. Here, under свежераспустившимися lilac and bird cherry bushes alternately, yet up to the end cut down vigilant tenants-motorists who were on duty at the windows on days and nights, it would be desirable to close eyes and to inhale this aroma infinitely!
The spring has stood out rainy, but what can be finer than a rain in May when the foliage was already dismissed and exhales such divine fragrance?
However at its most entrance it was necessary to run. To a lilac smell unexpectedly disturbing smack of burnt plastic was added.
Smoke blanketing went from 8th floor, absolutely near to its apartment.
Neigbour Anna Nikolaevna, desperately swinging hands, - in not dissipated rage everyone on the furious category, - has brought full clearness immediately:
- Because of this idiot we soon will get poisoned by fumes all! To isolate such it is necessary!
In замутнённом space it was visible, as the neighbour at the left Ибрагим, young белозубый the man having the silent, imperceptible wife and three juvenile children, pulled out old, antediluvian бабулькин a refrigerator which was the ignition reason.
The granny, Ekaterina Ivanovna, a vein absolutely one, also there were to it 93 years. Anybody from native it did not visit.
Аля remembered it on autumn actions in connection with on-door speakerphone installation at their entrance. It was necessary to go in active workers - to go on apartments, to persuade, listen, suffer and convince.
The granny then has opened at once and from a threshold has started to shout: that as it is not a shame to all of them, that it needed to live practically nothing, and here all go successively and torment with any "дофонами"! (Behind backs unforgettable Anna Nikolaevna) was looked through.
Аля then has kept silent, but after the general detour one has gone down to it. It would like to console the granny, to tell to it something good, and it is better - to make.
That has opened a door, not looking in an eye and not asking - who? (Аля has scolded her for it). Ekaterina Ivanovna far from crowd was absolutely another, with unexpectedly clarified person. Has invited her to pass.
On an empty wall of a lonely room the portrait young hung, is more tremendous the beautiful woman with clever deep eyes...
- And what, earlier I was better? - It is simple, with a smile, but without a coquetry shade she has told.
The granny hardly moved, but all did itself. Itself cooked simple food, itself replaced poor flowers.
Somehow Аля has seen it with a grid in the hands, filled with products. The grid outweighed, бабуля could not make and to a step, being afraid to come off a wall. Аля has tried to help it. "I" - cut off that. It seems, she was in low spirits. But today she smiled Але, щуря light слезящиеся eyes.
But the most amazing - despite the respectable age, it, this granny, perfectly thought. Has told about the geological speciality, has easily listed трудноповторимые names of any rare stones... And suddenly, out of any communication with the aforesaid, has thoughtfully spoken, not tearing off a sight from any landscape behind a window:
- And after all and the near relations can be worse than strangers...
Than has struck poor Алю definitively. After all it has gone down to it, suppressed by the next heavy telephone conversation with mother who with ecstasy listed it каждодневно the claims saved up to all world. But first of all to it, its unscrupulous, ungrateful daughter.
However our granny has easily agreed to hand over money as Алечка has promised to it to obtain 50 %-s' discount as lonely, as блокаднице, as to the invalid, as to the veteran and IN GENERAL, as to the tremendous 93-year-old woman.

 

 

Chapter 3

 

With impaired a little mood Аля has entered to itself home. Has opened not at once - the lateral door platband has again departed from a wall, the warp stirred and reminded of the former husband.
But all it was so slightly - "in comparison with world revolution!"
- My 3-3-seater 5-5-sleeping mansion, - for fun named Аля the one-room apartment. After all kitchen-it automatically one more room, where the mistress - one, unique and unique Алечка. She so valued that had (after long bloody fights with neighbours in the former communal flat), that about большем and did not think.
The biggest advantage of apartment - height, open space before windows. A decline of delightful beauty - crimson, pink, violet it was possible to stand hours, admiring. If not economy of time - it was necessary to think out constantly, where and as it is possible to earn additionally that has sufficed on payment of study of the son in a grammar school and at last on a new coat to itself.
And than to fill this infinite, - such time skipping by it is lazy stopped, and such gallop.
All have some of it - numerical girlfriends and acquaintances the life boils, rotates round terrestrial and unearthly passions, and she lives to herself easy in a mode: the house, work, the son, work also does not feel grief from absence such, apparently, fascinating components, as flirtation, the novel, love, hobby at last.
No, absence of the husband did not weigh it. The mad passion is no time has boiled away and was transformed to mad disappointments.
To hear continually its invariable "I to anybody should of nothing" it has appeared intolerable. She preferred itself заколачивать notorious nails, to change old window frames on new and other, other, other...
No, she any more did not want home life! But - love...
Certainly, the soul asked love, the soul dried out without love. As then, in long 5 years after divorce - it is unexpected this trouble-happiness has fallen down it, promptly and unconditionally. Just, the day before she spoke and and thought: "Is not present, I want nothing". And suddenly!? Such "I", such EVERYTHING", such"WANT"!
However, it too has very quickly burnt down.
- The unique! - He spoke with aspiration, pathetically looking in eyes.
- The unique! You will rescue me! - also escaped during strictly taken away time to the lawful wife.
Known inconveniences were compensated huge force and the necessary temperature by a wave of surprising heat, care and tenderness.
It was ready to bring daily to it for work a hot dinner. Wrapped up with with own hand warm scarf if in the street it was cold. So it would not like to leave on coast, not накупавшись in these wonderful waters, to dry on a wind...
- You shaking, - spoke it, - you will be only mine. To anybody you I will not give.
At first Але it was pleasant.
Then, later, he added:
- You too beautiful. Too many at you admire. And suddenly you will answer them?
And at last:
- You are too young for me (the difference was-11 years). In some years I will turn to the old man and I will be not necessary to you.
He for it has solved all. More truly, all were solved by his wife.
But Аля understood it and even sympathised. The wife had sick heart, and it is bad to aggravate position of the patient, for a long time the person known to you. Even if from its one presence you for a long time and strongly тошнит. There are things поглавнее passion and even love.
Its heart, such young and healthy in appearance, fluttered on 7 winds, such cut to pieces and not protected...
Since then Алевтина did not want neither family happiness, nor personal, female. She wanted happiness for the favourite, unique son.
The son It is brisk has rushed into the house with a crash and noise. The platband at last has fallen off.
- МА! There the fire was, represent! Interestingly, who has burnt down? I had already dinner, do not stick!
The shirt flies to one party, trousers - in another, but a jacket all the same on a hanger. Has accustomed, «has not passed also year».
The first movement after all it is the button of inclusion of the computer.
- Well there was no I at school today, was not! Itself spoke - you will not abuse, if itself fairly I admit! - белозубый the son crafty smiled.
Аля at first has become puzzled of such impudence:
- As so, you know, how it is difficult to pay to me... But took itself in hands:
- Has shirked school, and, not having touched to lessons - again for the computer?! You promised to me!. - the timbre of its voice raised, gained in strength also feebleness simultaneously. The answer has followed short, capacious - a shot which is forcing down on the spot:
Not more impudently! - its person is instantly trite red stains. Pictures have started gleaming. Races have absorbed it entirely.
Аля and has fallen asleep with the opened mouth.

 

Chapter 4

 

Morning began slowly. The cold did not release, but the first rays already заплясали on walls, have reached a pillow: "Алечка, rise!
All ahead, all is not too bad! "
Аля has opened eyes. Rays called, but to rise it would not be desirable. It would be desirable Nothing.
Any vague guess held it, not allowing to concentrate. Yesterday... Yesterday the psychologist has told to it: "leave the son alone, be engaged in itself". HYPER-GUARDIANSHIP... Perhaps really, it "has already got" it? Perhaps not most this important - that did not remain without
Dinner that has made lessons that...
No, something else.
Yesterday it again begged, elicited this Internet card, and it has again surrendered, having entered into in exchange almost the written agreement, that only after all made lessons etc.
- My God, - she thought, - the same zombie. She perfectly knows, that the son again will not execute its conditions, that again and again after
прогулов, scandals and promises, will sit down in the Internet if not in the house, in any of the friendly. All of them - зомбированные!
Parents of these matured kiddies are occupied since morning till the late evening. Pay off, wave away and allow them everything if only did not stick.
- But same it is better, than to gad on gates! - one mum has told to it.
- And it is necessary to it? - Mum another in reply to next Alinas a cry about the help has wearily answered: "After all he has again shirked training, having sat down to you for all evening with the computer!?"
Mum the third at all has not wanted to take a tube. Аля has distinctly heard its angry: «As all have bothered! Understand! I was not present and will not be!"
- About! You yet do not know, what progressive mums happen! - with enthusiasm her son educated.
- We in a class have a such Is left the Liar (imagine, it is its present surname). So it in general in school does not go! Instead for days on end sits, plays behind the computer! Does not wish to spend precious time for any school mess. And its mum, by the way, such does not speak anything to it! Study!
Аля has not believed, has called somehow to the mother of the well-known Liar.
- Yes I in general am going to translate it in other school, - is lazy that has said, including conversation by the ended.
But also it yet was not an extreme measure!
One Alina the good acquaintance-belief Petrovna in time sent by collective on pension, earned additionally the private nurse with the 6-year-old little boy.
The little boy adored television and computer стрелялки, догонялки, and also убивалки and растерзалки. He and spoke limping Верочке Петровне (it was after crisis):
- Here your foot how to tear off how to throw (other word, more well-aimed, type "зафигачить") far away has been used! Also laughed loudly, happy. Somehow time not uderzhalsja-has exercised the wit and has kicked on a sick foot, ostensibly unintentionally.
Or:
- And an eye at you foolish, give I to you its fork потыкаю!
- Nice such boy. Direct.
The dumbfounded nurse has addressed to mummy. Mummy was indignant:
- I to you to crying for that its fingers have not appeared in the socket! That road has passed without problems! And moral principles, be so kind as, leave at itself. These are my problems!
Poor mummy, it at all did not represent, with what speed these problems are in the habit to expand.
And 8-klassniki play more seriously: at them race, matches, and also стрелялки, убивалки, догонялки...
And helps nothing. All somehow live in this mode, exist. But at them, at Али with Юрой, it is impossible, as at all. Capillary vessels on an eyeball at first burst. Half of eye turned to a red clot. Страшновато.
Then blood went a nose long. Not to stop. It is brisk was afraid of live blood. For some days it even has quieted down. Even descended to take a walk with перепугу. And it - while it could check quantity of time spent behind the computer! And then! There were night hysterics, всхлипы and вскрики in a dream. Now here hysterics in reality. "Is not more impudent!" - as apogee. Now at it computer games - to school, after school and instead of school. And if she does not buy this damned card - she knew, already passed, - it will find any other way (she already was afraid - larceny) to satisfy the thirst out of the house. The mobile phone will disconnect, will come late, become grey, hungry, unfortunate - what here lessons! And after all to it only 14 years!
But what has still told the psychologist? »Leave him alone"... Aha! An Internet card! And what, if time part to draw on itself? Simply to use cunning. In the same place 100 hours where to it it is so much?
One of these days the Inka-laugher called. Choking with delight, has told touching history: any Галя tomorrow marries for any I Bring down, and they where you would think have got acquainted? On the Internet!!! (Has sounded so, as if on the diplomatic
Reception in the African embassy! Or at the worst - on last days off somewhere on Canary Islands) you Represent?! Now all normal people get acquainted and correspond in the Internet! Only you, Алька, have lagged behind a life, sit as a gopher in the hole, all only Is brisk. It is brisk - lessons, estimations. A hogwash all it! (Инка was childless) the young beautiful woman should have private life, or at least its visibility! And you ruin yourself, at the same time and the son! "
Here! Has recollected! After all this conversation дуэтно had something in common with appeals of the school psychologist. All the same on two from mind do not descend, - wisely summarised Аля.
She has immediately jumped from the bed, instantly become cheerful.
- Certainly! And without ceremony! I will be, I will be happy necessarily! - she repeated to herself all the day, singing in every possible way. It wanted to operate, and as soon as possible, after all the happiness on all can and not suffice! One unsuccessful novel - after all it does not mean, that all such - weak, weak-willed, cowardly. Well, regain consciousness, the little fool! You deserve, deserve the best!
By the evening in the sky even there was a sun. The decline has got gentle lilac shades.

 

 

Chapter 5

 

To send the filled questionnaire on the first got site of acquaintances it has appeared business elementary. Fastidiously having excluded the column «service sex» (so it is opened! Also for money?) as I have really lagged behind a life! - was surprised naive 37-year-old Аля.
Having placed the best photos (but not causing!) - it has stood in indecision.
It seemed to it - begins New Ayr in her life. Or new fascinating game by rules which she did not know. Whether it is ready to it? However to stop itself it could not any more, she was absolutely not able to stop halfway. Often passed
The necessary stops. Well and so on. It has plunged into this boundless sea of Internet-acquaintances, fondly believing, what somehow will come up.
The sea has instantly responded the nearest flown wave. On sand there were badly outlined traces, a heap of the sunk dust in grey coastal foam.
In spite of the fact that in the questionnaire 1st point she asked not to worry into its account of young boys, fans of flirtation for 1-2 days and married men, shaft have tumbled down primitive laconic notes: "Greetings, куклёнок! Allow to get acquainted!"
And it - still the gallant form.
The boys, suiting to it almost in sons, freely suggested to have sex practically immediately, with young healthy impudence showing on refined photos the powerful torsos and other ostensibly muscles. One even has designated in figures the outstanding centimetres.
First Аля ухахатывалась! What they still the silly! Well, unless in centimetres business? And after all someone also is caught on this fishing tackle - probably, at whom in a life absolutely remains nothing? It is good, that at me not a daughter - it was thought not without the bases.
Married men, not hiding the marital status who is graceful who is extremely persevering who has gone who without ceremony, in a companionable way, - многоголосно called her to experience weight of new and newest sexual pleasures! It was not kept and few times in someone has put on a couple of retaliations: something about bad illnesses or Ministry of Health which warns. Have withdrawn instantly, having taken offence, probably. But to it it has not brought pleasure.
- What horror! Where I have got? - Feverishly thought poor Алечка, but persistently pressed buttons-keys.
It has already been infected by this бациллой. It has already felt that dependence from which her son Jura suffered also.
It would be desirable to open ALL letters - and them there was a set. Its harmonous graceful legs - it without ceremony carried мини - a charming smile together with a fine-moulded maiden figure - yielded fantastic result! Plus days off! The people did not hasten to fill free day with walks on the nature as promised the filled standard questionnaires, the people were stunned hanged at screens of the computers, hastily swallowing a piece behind a piece from amazingly nourishing pie of a life, not caring almost about such малосимпатичном the phenomenon, as a heartburn. Or an overeating, for example. At sew heroines a heartburn has not kept itself waiting long.
From the general stream it nevertheless has allocated 2 letters. As it seemed to it - from decent, hardly is more senior its men.
The first, the bachelor of years 45, after quite interesting 2-3, sincere, substantial letters - has precipitately filled up with its oath promises in love to a coffin. Than has bored irrevocably and resolutely.
The second, ostensibly even is younger than the first, has painted the light image with the most iridescent paints. Both was not, and it was not involved, both does not smoke, and does not drink, and ovens puts, both models, and earns, and children adores, and that it only does! But the one and only phrase has crossed out all. He has written: "If you are a woman who wishes to spend the life rest..."
Аля has flashed - still that! That it concerned to coming, how "the life rest"?! Yes for what! Is better she will eat the passport! - that for muzhiks have gone? - It wanted to protest and be indignant.
Suddenly whence has fallen down (very much in time) a certain Vladislav, 43 incomplete years. He easily quoted wise trues of the Lobster of Khayyam, was tactful, ненавязчив.
Judging by the questionnaire - it is not silly, and, judging by photos, it is not too terrible.
Алевтина has dared at a meeting.
The poetic image of well earning lawyer dissolved and nice to those, drew. It wanted flying smiles, easy hints on touches and attracting light horizons.
Having arrived on the dismissed wings to an agreed place of a meeting, it a forehead in a forehead has faced with carelessly dressed, below its growth (where promised 1м78см?!) the man exhaling an inconceivable mix of smells-cigarettes "Belomorkanal" together with cologne
"A red carnation" flood, probably, 50th years. However, smiling in all breadth of almost toothless mouth.
Interestingly, on what he counted?
It on 10 was more senior years, than it was supposed, but in hands held inconceivable beauty a rose. Claret.
Because of this rose Аля could not pass by simply. Besides their preliminary intellectual dialogue (pieces 20 letters, by the way!) by e-mail - has adjusted on a certain wave, and not so it has easily appeared to come off the set
Level. Some time by inertia, gradually and desperately braking Was necessary to slide.
Having received instant нокаутический blow, Аля as the brought up intelligent person, courageously suffered pair-three hours this nightmare, forced itself to smile and somehow to keep up the conversation. Its "gentleman" was not able also it...
However, it was guilty only that too wished to be happy.
Absolutely broken it has returned by the evening home. Has sat down there and then, in a hall, not having forces to reach a sofa. A smart rose исколола to it fingers, but it was sick not to hands. It was sick somewhere there, inside, than it was necessary to breathe, her soul part was irrevocably истрачена.
- And what you wanted? The prince on a white game?
Verses? Silly, they can be written off anywhere and to dispatch to every second pretty girl. Аля, as ill-luck would have it, was not only pretty, but also умненькой.
She understood, that has got on sale - but you know now game rules, - she spoke to herself.
- You will continue?

 

 

Chapter 6

 

To solve this vital issue, consultation of the expert was required. The unique person in her life - Андрюша Политов could be such expert.
It was the person from its childhood, from the very first school fights with the peeled knees and the torn off bows.
After leaving school they specially did not support relations. Moreover, Аля has resolutely rejected once its shy boyish courtings, meaningly asserting, that looks far forward, for horizon, during an adult life, - what for
To it schoolmates with the shabby portfolios?
But they ненарочно constantly faced - that it has moved, and it works here, it appears nearby. That it goes along the street, and it just here has moved...
Besides Andrey was the person opened, kind, loving a life and people (such rare quality in modern men!, the respectable family man. Last circumstance at all did not confuse Алю. Their relations have not been saddened by sex and consequently so it was easily possible to speak with Andryukha, easily to ask and easily to ask.
However, knowing, that Алька has divorced, he and itself suggested the help to forward time and again things on other apartment to bring the TV to repair, and more often - to borrow money for uncertain term. All its acquaintances in this case brought an attention to the question at once and an edge: "When you will return?" Everything, except Andryushka. As a rule, she could not answer unequivocally this main question. One circumstance clung to another, troubles accrued, as a snow clod.
Аля returned necessarily, but parts or long.
And only Андрюша invariably smiled thus: "Well, we will go to drink coffee". Or "well, happy New Year!" Also handed over also a gift in a brilliant bag if it was in the winter.
It was impossible, but it was. Disinterested, laconic, all understanding Андрюша Политов.
Here and today they have settled down in cafe c the romantic name "Illusion".
Council was necessary to it.
From the party. The man's sight could be absolutely other.
Аля has accurately designated a conversation subject. The first Андрюшина a phrase has guarded her:
- You understand, Алька, in what business... - it for a second was restive, - if something is necessary to me cheap, I go to the Internet. And then:
- You wish to find the careerist? - When she fairly admitted, that has no purpose to marry and simultaneously very much respects for the man point "Work" on 1st place.
- Yes is not present! I want simply relations. Private life, Love. Perhaps, even sex (here it has slightly reddened)
- M-m-m... I personally in it was not got involved, but on responses of acquaintances all these sites are stuffed by lies and peel tons.
As though to you not вляпаться.
- But I the clear head! - has exclaimed Аля, - I will make out, who is who! Well cannot be, that all is literally!. And where still I can meet the person? In the bus? In turn behind a potato?
- You very trustful. Naive. And then... Look at a situation eyes of the man. - it gets acquainted with beautiful ("and you very beautiful" - at all have not smiled, unscrupulous) the woman. Pays for it somewhere, suppose, at restaurant - once, then another, God forbid and the third, - and he already rightfully can count on something!
- Oh! - has laughed Аля, - so I simply will not go to restaurant! And I will not have an occasion...
- And where at it a guarantee, what you "not such", - have interrupted its Andrey, - having a good time одноразово for the account of rich muzhiks? You will prove? To each shower to open?
Аля has fallen silent. It was her a sick point.
- And in general, take a normal napkin! What you there pinch off on slices? You not at home, do not save.
It liked its a little familiar tone. It as though sponsored it.
- Also you know, that is still essential, - for a minute Andryushka has reflected, looking in the graceful window drawn on a blank wall. There was a full illusion, that behind it - light space, juicy foliage in a gleam of rare rain drops...
- Here personally I in such situation if has found a suitable candidacy, would suspend search, - he has seriously looked at it who have become silent, - but where at you a guarantee...
- Yes, yes, - has interrupted it Аля, is You. But such as you, - are not present more...

 

 

Chapter 7

 

In the next morning, still definitively not having woken up and подрастеряв for a night the accurate installations, Аля has almost mechanically included the computer. Started gleaming on the screen разноликие colour pictures have reminded of its intentions. It was going to remove the questionnaire and to say goodbye to the Internet.
Aha. Here. My page. My messages. Four new.
And suddenly something has forced it to shudder and hear the loud become frequent knock of own heart. Cannot be, that it was simple coincidence!
The name of the new respondent was distinctly highlighted: "Tima". Yet not reading his letter, she knew, that all it means. More recently, couple of weeks back, she saw this alphabetic code number. Approximately in the same context.
It was in the car. Timothy carried their three after restaurant on houses. It was the first (for many years) attempt of its fellow workers to unite and adequately to celebrate holiday approach.
The daughter of one of them, Masha, was going to get married for the partner in dances - Тиму. Earning additionally, they danced at restaurant the amazing Latin American dances in the amazing suits. Sparks of the most powerful charges flied
In a hall when they danced in 2 steps from their little table, sparks of passion, sensuality and magnificence! In eyes - all it bewitched the young perfect bodies, the perfected professional movements, enamoured shine, concealed in itself any secret, concerning these two in dance, Аля has guessed – the love was this secret.
The hall supported secret, the hall was exhausted, receiving magnetic charging impulses of passion. Have ceased to chew - both men, and women. The hall groaned and grew dumb with delight.
And suddenly to it immediately, to a pain in a breast, it is momentary it wanted the same sparks, the same fullness and flight.
- To me, of course, not 20 years, but I have not had time to grow old yet, - with light grief was thought Але, - as I want same "Тиму"!.
Sitting down to them in the car, on road home, she has asked to send a young pair to it by e-mail (the blessing, has just got such modern address) to their photo from competitive performances. Suits, in the majority sewed by mum Mashenki, at night (other time does not remain) - shook by the magnificence!
Thus, the received portfolio first by it had the address of the sender: "Tima+Maha".
Аля was taken aback. Has intercepted breath.
And after all it IT, the God, has heard it. She has very much asked, and It has complied with its request. Something similar was in her life, but it has been connected with absolutely other things. And very much for a long time.
As under hypnosis opening his letter, its in detail filled questionnaire with wonderful photos of the smiling nice man about its age, it has got agitated.
-So does not happen, - it was thought it is persistent.
Everything, that he wrote, was ITS views, ITS sensations, ITS installations. Phrases developed, as cubes, accurately and correctly outlining a symmetric pattern:
"It is easy in dialogue, but not легкомысленен".
"It is not inclined to casual communications". "To find more difficultly, than to lose". And, at last, the solving: "I Hope for your mind and an insight".
It it has estimated it at once is on advantage. It he asked it not to leave ahead of time.
Also he openly underlined, that it not such, as ALL in this motley stream. It - "ANOTHER", do not doubt.
Аля has reflected. More truly to think here there was nothing. She knew, that will necessarily meet this person.
After all the code number sent from the sky, cannot be accident, it had a magic memory on symbols.

 

 

Chapter 8

 

Ridiculous, it has thought over all to trifles. And it is good, that is cold - its new beige coat just will approach, it is its colour.
It - light, clear, with незамутнённой open soul.
To restaurant will not go. Will dress trousers. Heels. Is gentle-blue шарфик underlined colour of eyes so fine, what even women quite often paid attention. "Ультрамарин the continuous!" - with its valuable epithet the competitor once has awarded.
Leaving apartment, has faced Anna Nikolaevnoj as usually, not having greeted, that has taken its heavy view: "See, dressed flashily!" Following has not sustained, has uttered gloomy:
- Your favourite соседушка apartment I-b-r-a-g-i-m-u bequeathed! So you make vain attempts!
One of these days it has marked it at Ekaterina Ivanovny's doors. Moreover not with empty hands. It was on 9th of May.
Not stopping and not reacting, Аля has gone downwards on steps. It тошнило from this woman. To this woman even to a head did not come, as she is not insured! As it can (God forbid!) to live till a deep ailing old age, having buried thus ALL not numerous, escaped after wars and reprisals of relatives, including children and grandsons. So really and to it it would not want, that though somebody though sometime, it was knocked at its door with simple words: "Good morning! How are you?"
Only it is useless. To prove blind, what it - able to see …?
At an entrance its granny fed pigeons, adhering to a free hand for a birch trunk. She has not learnt Алечку, it in general never considered leaving of an entrance, even the beautiful, smartly dressed women, on high heels and with a mysterious smile.
Unlike other local old women.

The super!!!
Such it also represented it!
With a kind smile, light rays in clever, clear, hardly blinked (and tired!) eyes.
And a lung (not the thoughtless!) in dialogue! Since first minute she has understood, that before it - ITS person!
It finished a phrase how she would tell. With the same intonation, with the same sense. It used naturally in conversation neologisms: she too adored any ridiculous terminations and just invented speech turns, some have already been invented by it, long before that. She was not able to live and think on a template.
With sense of humour at it all was excellent!
Reaction, eyes, it it has estimated a spontaneity-all instantly.
- So you all the same Тима or Дима? - A happy hand bell laughed Алечка.
- Дима, Dmitry - why Timothy? - He yet did not know about secret of the electronic code number, - it is necessary to differ from the others somehow!
But Але it seemed, that it is already penetrated by this secret. That he already and has understood all. Only pretends to be, that it here it is casual and only because free evening has stood out.
Sparks have departed at once, and from two parties. Sparks burnt and bewitched.
Аля all saw, not turning around:
He looked at it, hardly breathing, hardly concerning. He saw these open, pure blue eyes. He heard this колокольчиковый laughter, he understood, that has found much more, than searched.
It it is grateful has kissed her imperceptibly in макушечку when rose on the escalator.
She has felt, has trembled, but has forced itself not to react.
- The ridiculous girl, thin gentle, - he thought, - really it is all to me?
And all converged: it is dissolved. And she felt is a truth, does not say lies. Two daughters - it is remarkable! She was able to find common language with children.
Interesting, well paid work. It even, laughing after awkward skirmish with the GAI officer, has handed over it the rights.
"Yermolaev Dmitry Alekseevich" - the beautiful surname, a beautiful patronymic, - with pleasure has noted Аля.
Have passed a work place, school where its girls study. Has spent полноформатную excursion.
- Was not in a campaign? - We Will go.
- Never had the car? - Will be.
At Али the head has immediately begun to spin. "Многовато happiness on one square centimetre" - it was thought.
But, first of all - it was felt! It was felt, that they ALREADY - one harmonious whole. That it is necessary to want...!
Here they go nearby, under a rain, laughing. The grey sky is surprisingly fine! People around - darlings, kind.
All are to be embraced, all world!
But him to embrace terribly - it is terrible to open then these embraces.
And suddenly he will tell: "I have joked."-?
But he spoke, incorporating its eyes everything, from макушечки to toe:
- What you light, solar!
Алечка it was shone:
- Yes! I love the sun, I love a life, I love yellow colour, I adore! And you to me have not presented any bouquet! - it has suddenly changed a theme, - it wanted to fool about.
They passed along flower numbers with bright multi-coloured scatterings.
It has playfully waved away:
- That prickly roses the sharp thorns искололи your gentle fingers? And in general we are late at cinema! Have run!
And it was right. So she any more did not want.

 

 

Chapter 9

 

But sparks flied, burnt in flight, burnt clothes. The clothes were to be thrown off, destroyed, lost. So they also have made very soon.
Heat emotional was melted into the sensual. Destructive tenderness. Hands, lips, bodies, hearts - all is bound, all indissolubly, all is fine!
Sharpness of sensations - as at mountain top, and underfoot - all world......
...............................................................................

Certainly, all rest of night she could not fall asleep. She was absolutely not able to sleep out of the house.
Has looked at it. ("Тимочка" - named tenderly about itself). It laid, blissful smiling in a dream, widely having stretched hands, as the child. Fragile, not protected...
Has touched with lips a forehead, hardly concerning. He has felt, has begun to move. Not opening eyes, has stretched hands, trying to involve it to itself.
- Poor my girl! Does not sleep... - also it was again dissolved in a dream.
Very quietly, not to wake him it is definitive, (after all it was necessary to bring still it home to the first signal of an alarm clock - to lift the son in school), has passed on kitchen. Well it is final, a barchelor life - except tea leaves and сушек in сухарнице, anything is not present, has sliped in a drawing room. Has smiled is too in its style: the central wall is decorated by photos in frames: here two white thin girls in обнимку with a dolphin, here with the smiling daddy in the middle, here everyone separately-with a portfolio, with a bouquet, with a ball. Here even the grandfather with curled moustaches. His mother - in the centre. Eyebrows hardly are shifted, but beautiful.
All young - beautiful.
- The whole family album, - has thought Аля, - sentimental... Soft, compliant
- It is good.
She so has got tired of rigidity and categorical tone of its former husband.
- What do you look any mess? - Also will immediately switch off the TV dissatisfied
- Goats around понатыкали!
It, naturally, was the genius. However, not recognised, but it - "their problems" - as was confirmed by the husband. He knew to itself(himself) the price and was not going to bend a backbone to realise though one of the creative projects.
It the Genius - it is enough.
Had breakfast сушками with tea. (Аля has asked green - it has found). For it it was found out even soft children's творожок "Theme" in blue packing. Has given its to some tea, itself has stirred sugar. Looked after.
- Yes that the such! And here I in a role of a small daughter! - sighed about itself Аля.
Sleepy, not woken up yet it is definitive, it has kept not protected look. So it would be desirable it to console, stir up, kiss!
Has dropped a plug. Аля has laughed:
- It is interesting! What for the woman hastens to you after me?
The playful assumption seemed inconceivable, impossible, something from fantasy area.
Sitting down in the car, has noticed: house number coincides with date of its birth.
- Again symbols, - even was upset, - how many it is possible?
Went on pre-dawn, presummer Peter - it is silent, easy, in streets - not a soul. Tenderness kindled from within, it would be desirable to look eyes in the face and to kiss. Аля constrained itself very much.
- Invaluable cargo carry, a companion, look at road, - she when his hand sliped to its knees laughed.
When passed by the Isaakievsky cathedral, has not sustained:
- I never got on this upper part! You reduce me there, yes? You will rise?
- ... Also you will dump, - has heard. What question, is that also the answer. And what you wanted?
Ridiculous rays in eyes sparkled and poured. Аля has estimated a joke.
It took her hand - has kissed and has burst out laughing.

 

 

Chapter 10

 

At home it flitted on the small-sized 5-5-roomed apartment, singing and hopping.
She has bought fish - has conceived to make to it a surprise. He so has plaintively told yesterday: "Anybody does not feed me!", long searched for cafe where would prepare fish.
It wanted to make ответно any вкусность. To bake, for example, in a foil - and it will turn out even better, than at restaurant (Ого! Has threatened!)
To invite home, to acquaint with the son. And what? Once all the same it is necessary.
It never was culinary искусницей, with fish to potter hated - fingers исколоты, the scales fly. But is not present!
Desire to thank the person, such native (already!) and hungry, - was stronger.
Has at the wrong time called Инка:
- Well you absolutely were gone, mother! Has fallen in love at last, whether that? - And me here, you know, have acquainted with one - богатеньким, but opposite, - its voice has faded. Two apartments, generous, attentive... How you think - whether it is necessary to communicate? - It was not is silly, is envious.
But it did not have a habitation - rented a room.
And here Алевтина has stood, having forgotten to hang up.
- And suddenly???
Suddenly this granny a floor was its talisman more low? Аля visits, sponsors it certainly not from calculation to catch its apartment, but for it suddenly It, the God, has suddenly decided to award with its any other apartment? For example, fallen down it is literally on a head
Apartment of its "groom"?
Here it is ridiculous! Did not think and did not guess!
It already faced in the life boomerang puzzles. And the certain latent sense has easily seemed to it.
However, to it so it was good there where it was NOW, that it did not begin to go deep into this theme.
Simultaneously with a call to a door (It is again brisk has forgotten keys!) - the signal from a mobile phone - the message was distributed.
One minute earlier it has painfully pierced a finger the fish stone.
She never was able to do simultaneously two (and here whole three!) the different has put and has a little begun to panic.
The son habitual movement has included the computer. Clamping ранку lips. Аля has read SMS. The text said: "Аля, you - the tremendous, fantastic girl. Clever, kind, beautiful, sincere and for this reason we should leave now, then it will make much more difficultly. Accept as a reality. To discussion is not subject. Dmitry".

.......?!....... This senseless mere verbiage was inaccessible to its understanding. It still existed on other wave.
She has not understood sense read, but, growing cold, has felt: it simply used and have thrown out as superfluous.
From height of the Isaakievsky cathedral.
- But after all it cannot be! Not he has written it! It could be intrigues of the former wife! Other woman, at last!
After all they are familiar hardly more weeks! So quickly do not reconstruct the life!
She knows historical examples - the offended ladies secretly get into a mobile phone of the husband and desperately revenge!
Аля has feverishly put on, having switched off the underdone fish. Having forgotten an umbrella, has jumped out under a rain - to catch the car. It has remembered street, house number, apartment on an arrangement - it had a good memory on figures.
She should see his eyes in eyes! Urgently! Now!
The elderly taxi driver carried as to spite slowly (these idiotic stoppers! Even in 9 evenings!), with sympathy glancing at the strange Passenger - the tousled fragile girl with the spread ink on cheeks. A thin neck with a fighting blue vein.
"Small, pity воробышек", - he has thought.
Its 17-year-old daughter has come recently home same - uncombed and tear-stained. It was ready to rush and strangle immediately its juvenile (he knew - whom) the offender!
- What, the guy has thrown? Yes it is not necessary you, spit and forget! Only itself to it do not go, - it, similar, has accepted it for the senior pupil.
Has given fatherlike advice.

 

 

Chapter 11

 

Аля at once has noticed its fallen asleep profile in an aperture of brightly shined window. The rain filled in frames, beat on glasses, but did not prevent to make out its stooped back.
Suddenly she has seen all situation FROM WITHIN, HIS EYES as though was the his sister.
"It sits at a kitchen table, behind the thirtieth cigarette under the account, having stared blindly in one point - tired, hung, suppressed.
He understands, that has found much more, than searched. He understands, that with this girl to arrive as before, easily and thoughtlessly, it will not turn out. To this girl to it still to last and last. This girl will not concede, cave in and be arranged, as to the last his wife tried.
This girl you will not substitute.
- Either it, or I! - and he has not dared to disobey mother who raised it, the only thing, one, without the father.
- It is not necessary you, the son, - mum grumbled almost daily, - she even is not able to roast a cutlet, not having burnt a frying pan!
It was soft and compliant, he could not tell mothers "is not present". But it also could not protect the wife from its attacks. It would like to keep for itself and that, and another. Both of them to it were equally expensive.
- I will not leave anywhere the apartment, and I will not allow to exchange it! - in any actions of the unloved daughter-in-law she saw only threat for herself removed on 2nd plan.
- I in it have enclosed so much forces, and all aim to take away on pieces!
He cannot struggle with own mother. He so has got tired.
And it is better to unfasten at once from itself this pure girl, what for to it superfluous problems? After all he has had time to promise nothing to it.
It after all should be the present man-owner of the word.

Eventually, with it always there is its computer. Almost every evening it was its best friend, its harmless entertainment, its universal consolation.
It, such good, but so quickly evolved mum's boy.
And Аля sat on steps, shivered, waiting a rain. Did not cry - tears any more were not.
The taxi driver was right - it is impossible to impose the love, it is impossible to depreciate the soul. But to rise and go home forces was not.
- As easily it has got, - the one and only thought floated slowly on a current, - well is final, while mum on a summer residence...
All next day she has stayed in an armchair, not including neither light, nor the TV. It would not be desirable anything - is, neither to sleep, nor to think, to move.
But something, any dim, not clear sensation did not give full rest. Any figures, outlines.
And not having recollected, has lifted itself by the evening - it was necessary though something to buy, after all she lived not one.
Strange month somewhere has hidden May the sun. The grey sky pressed, strengthening melancholy.
Leaving on a platform of 1st floor, at once has caught eyes a rose. Свежесрезанную, a smart rose have ruthlessly stopped up for the battery. Yellow... On its petals small drops still shone.
At first it wanted to take it in hands. Has pulled out, having again scratched.
Has postponed. After all at all of them equally there is no future. Besides, it can and not it? The casual passer-by. Has not found the beloved of the house, has become angry. Or has found, but with another. Wished to make a surprise. Too has suffered.
Has stupidly gone to itself upward. On foot, on all floors. Also has suddenly recollected!
Yes! The code number! Today on May, 22nd - this date she saw in the list of tenants-exempts for on-door speakerphone installation.
At its ward, granny Ekaterina Ivanovny from 8th floor today, today - Birthday!
94 years - not anniversary, hardly will come from council of veterans. Ибрагим will not recollect, besides it left one of these days with children on a summer residence - she saw.
Its divine dandelion will stay all the day, wiping light слёзки from hollow cheeks. And can, and will not recollect the date - who knows, of what 100 years are thought by the identical, blank days, when to you almost?.
Run has gone down on 1st floor-flower on a place.
Аля safely took in hands the prickly yellow-eyed beauty, has put on the person a smile and has called at a door of the thrown apartment on 8th floor.

THE END

 

 

11.07.06